- my moments with music` ]] ~~

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

I am so Sad ..Tok to kelly 2day and heard that they (kelly and guifeng)have not found a a relevant jobs to our diploma, taking "jabalang" jobs currently, I am not alone. Hik Hik . Well, getting reject letters from the rare interviews are really demoralising enough. Great Lord is testing our Great determination . I hope Guifeng and Kelly will not give up. I will go to the church service every weekend and pray for our determination and luck. MAy god bless them ....and me too.

Heard this song from the FM 933. Some part of the song describe prefectly of my blue blue feeling now.
I strongly encourage you to click on this link : http://mp3.258k.com/play/tt90playdd.asp?id=55782 to listen to this song! ( WARNING! The singer mention some of censored #$% words in the song, don't be offended!)

无路用的人 By Zhang Zhen Yue

每天我醒来在床上就在发呆我的脑袋跟天花板一样空白
昨天在干嘛明天要干嘛我的灵魂似乎不在我的身上
唉呀未接电话那么多我想狗屁事也非常多
我希望这是一场梦可以让我轻轻松松忘掉很多
哇勒蛋怎么可能会是一场梦呢
我很自由可是没有工作是一种痛苦的自由
我在惊什么我在怕什么也许自由是我逃避的借口

谁能够告诉我我哪里出了错

反省是多么重要的事情可是我到最近才慢慢了解
笨蛋这两个字我常常骂别人现在我只会骂我自己
我了解自己吗不知道都已经几岁了还不知道这几年用尽所有力气试着证明我跟别人不一样
懒觉啦我的白痴自信和白痴骄傲害了我女朋友也跑掉我还怀疑她妈的她跟别的男人上床
原来问题出在我这里我没听她说她心里面的话
我真的好想她但美梦已不再
我的车我的电视我的浴缸我的零食
我的鞋我的书桌我的计算机我的肥皂
我的灯我的CD 我的盐巴我的牙膏
我的笔我的沙发我的一切不属于我
我的钱我的冷气我的地板我的窗户

我的卡我的衣柜我的啤酒我的菜刀
我的床我的手机我的吉他我的印章
我的心我的灵魂我的一切不属于我

度日如年哪支离破碎的生活我就像是没灵魂在街上晃呀晃
像一滩死水一种绝望的感觉没有多余的眼泪来可怜自己
喔没有人陪我喔寂寞的街上霓虹灯闪耀它似乎在笑
我喔喔喔啊哈哈无路用的人

Toking about the blog service..I WAN TO COMPLAIN. I just loaded some interesting pics on my blog , the blog lag and I have not seen those pics....
Thats all...later going for pics editing . Tell u more interesting things happening there when I am free.

Btw...A funny incident happens at jurong east mrt station 2day. A guy who is doing survey (BUt Actually a eagar financial planner wanna-be) aim at me the moment I walk out of the escalator. HAte those surveys. I mean basically, there are too much of this marketing and promotion scheme in ALL over the place and I know ALL the questions are they going to ask me. I give out body language by turning head not to face the guy and walk faster. The guy actually walk even faster to catch up with me ! He had chased me to the bus interchange and even called out "Hey miss hey miss, sori sori , just wan to ask some questions! . Finally i stopped and turn at him , irritated. (ppls look at me and thought What happen , so pai say!) "just wan to complete some survey before I can go back , will not take much of your time, pls ... ...He asked he some irrelevant questions and I am like -_- ??. In fact ,he is poking my business. For example , "Oh .u are going for interview? wearing like that ? should wear smartly , blah blah blah"
"Do u have a boyfriend? " , at last, " rashing for time in the interview, better dun be late?" He walks away . No questions asked about the his gd old banking promotion scheme. I am fuming !

Hallo, y i'm often been asked of this question: "Do u have a boyfriend?" or indirectly. In the beginning, I am non chalant about it and be gladfully ans back. Now.. (>.<) In PSb also. Somemore , the same ppl ask this same question repeatly , imagine that, one ppl ask more than once, multiply ppl ask ........
No Boyfriend No boyfriend No boyfriend! Should I advertise in the newspaper big big ? POst in the internet by the email chain letter (That kind of letter that if u dun no circulate around , threaten curse? ) WIth my photo big big there? "This gal , no boyfriend , pls dun ask anymore. Pass around or else something happens to your family(touchwood). Sori, I got carried away.

Ok , let's get back. Going to the interview, the ppl ask me "do u have a boyfriend?" The normal reaction is that Ppls will be surprised to hear if I have no boyfriend as though all the gals out there had attached, if not , the faces show weird and "How COme?"

There is one incident not long ago while I am looking at some electronic goods , the salesperson asked me " miss, ni you mei you nan peng you???" Somemore smiling ......sheeply. Scared that he will go any further , I say YES. He added some irritating questions "xiao jie, ni gen ni the nan peng you , you mei you qing mi guo? " He had that looks that he is thinking about something and looked really wolf . Ignoring him with calm and composed manner, I left the store immediately.
Tell me , funny isn't it?

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